“Holy shit!”

I looked down and couldn’t believe my eyes, I looked towards Tom, “Can you believe this?”

He laughed, “ain’t nothing compared to the UK fans, they’d be in our suitcases”

I scanned my eyes through the crowd, there must have been about 1000 fans there, all, they seemed to all look up at once then the screaming started, Siva almost fell of the escalator he was so taken a-back. 

We hit the bottom and someone grabbed my arm strongly and started to pull me through the crowd, I almost tried to pull away until I realised it was one of our bodyguards, he shouted at some of the fans and told them to move, I felt bad when he did this so I pulled away and stopped at a girl who was holding out a giant bag of skittles out for me, “Hey, what’s your name?”

She was about to answer me when she found she couldn’t, I just giggled, and reached to take the skittles from her hand, “are these for me? Thank you, I love skittles, be safe okay?”

She nodded her head as I got pulled away from her an angry voice shouting in my ear, “Come on Jay, we’ve got to go!”

I sulked as I got pulled away from the fans and towards the exit, the crowd parted and a van appeared, I hadn’t even noticed we’d left the airport until I was pushed into the back and the door slammed behind me, I looked to Siva who was busy texting, Max who was getting ready to sleep, Nath who was playing a game and Tom turned to me, “Fucking mental.”

“I know, that was surreal, didn’t think America knew us that well!”

(Source: gladsivacame)

Beth’s POV -

“Max you arse, where on earth have you been?”

“Recording, I thought I told you that last night.”

“No, I just woke up this morning and you’d gone.”

“Shit sorry Beth, I thought I’d told you, you know my brain is fried lately, too much work, anyway we’ve finished recording now and the new album is almost ready to be released, and I’ve got the night off, your mother’s coming round in 2 hours to look after Jacob, so I thought we could go out for a nice meal somewhere.”

“Sure, I’ll start getting ready… Oh god, I have nothing to wear.”

He walked over to a bag and picked it up then handed it to me,

“Here.”

I opened the bag and found a long red dress in it, and at the bottom a jewellery box.

“I thought this would look beautiful on you.”

I kissed and hugged him, “Thank you.”

I walked upstairs with the bag and started to get ready.

—-

“Max this is posh.”

“I know, I thought we’d have a treat.”

“Oooh look at Mr. Fancy Pants, by the way, I love this suit it looks great on you makes me want to take you to bed.”

“Maybe later.” He put his hand on my lower back and led me over to a table in the middle of the restaurant. He pulled out my chair and let me sit down, then sat down opposite me.

“Beth I need to ask you something.”

“Yes?”

“I know that I’ve hurt you before, and it took that for me to realise I was going about everything the wrong way, I didn’t want to get married not really, don’t get me wrong Beth, I love you, but I didn’t see the point in it, I know more than ever now what I want, I want us to be a family, I want us to stand in front of everyone and let them know how much we love each other, I want to prove to you that I love you, Beth, I want to get married.”

“What?”

“Marry me Beth? This time I promise not to screw it up.”

“Max I don’t know what to say.”

“Fuck, you don’t want to do you? God, I should of known Beth, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t of asked, I just thought it was right, it felt right to me and I thought you felt the same, but obviously - “

“Yes.”

” - You don’t want to, I’m so sor- Wait, what?”

“Yes Max, I love you, let’s get married.”

Maddy’s POV -

“Nathan, trust me, I’m fine with it, just go slow okay?”

“I wouldn’t go fast anyway Maddy, I want to savour every single second I’m with you.”

He pushed me back onto the bed gently and kept his eyes glued to mine, taking me away from all the distractions and giving me one focus, him. His deep blue eyes engulfed my mind and I completely drown in them, “I love you Nathan.”

“I love you too.”

I lay back as I watched his hands slide to the waistband of my jeans and watched how they moved as he undid my the button and pulled down the zip, then he slowly slid off the jeans, peeling them from my legs, to make sure he was going slowly instead of pulling off the rest of the clothes he pulled off his t-shirt and leaned down to me, kissing me gently, he kissed me until I was completely relaxed then got to work on pulling my top off then undoing my bra, once he’d got the bra off he laid the softest of kisses on my breast and moved it up to my neck, then eventually he reached my lips and pinched my bottom lip in between his. He pulled off his jeans and boxers in one swift movement, then returned with the kisses, after a while he lifted his head up and said,

“Maddy, I’ve left your knickers on for a reason, you can tell me to stop, we don’t have to do this, I’ll wait until you’re ready Maddy, just tell me the word and I’ll stop, but once these knickers come off I’m afraid I won’t be able to stop myself, so it’s your choice.”

It took me about 3 seconds to make my choice, “Nath, I want to do this, as long as you keep it at this speed I’ll be fine, honestly.”

He took off the knickers with a delicate tug, pulling them down my legs, then throwing them to the floor, when he turned back his eyes flashed with hunger as he stared at the place he’d just revealed.

“Maddy, I can’t stop myself now.”

“I don’t want you to stop.”

He brought his mouth back to mine and positioned himself over me, I could feel the tip of his hard cock pressing into my thigh and felt overcome with the need to have him in me again, he pulled his hips away from me and I almost whimpered, but then he brought them back, this time his cock poised at my entrance, his kisses got harder and a bit faster and I almost started to panic until I felt his cock enter me, so slowly, yet it was so much better this way, there wasn’t an urgency to it, as if we were making love to each other and as if we could be doing it forever. A moan came out of my lips as his full length was finally in me. This was exactly what I needed, no more worries, no more stress, just me and him together again at last.

Isabelle’s POV -

“Jeez Seev, you’re so tense.”

I moved my hands up to his shoulders and started to give him a massage,

“Oh God that feels great.”

“How come you’re so bad?”

“I dunno, just stressed lately and I… nevermind.”

“No what is it?”

“It’s nothing honestly.”

I moved my hands and manoeuvred myself so that I was sitting on his lap and kissed him hard, slipping my tongue in, I pulled back from the kiss and said “Seev, tell me.”

“It’s just… we haven’t had sex in a while.”

“Oh God, I didn’t even notice, sorry.”

“No it’s fine honestly, it’s just that’s why I’m so tense.”

I got up and stood facing him, when he brought his eyes up to mine I placed a hand under his chin and tilted his head up, then I bent down and kissed him passionately, I pulled back and placed my hands on his pecs, and pushed him down so that he was lying on the bed, 

“Why didn’t you just say so?”

It wasn’t a question I needed answering, I ripped the shirt I had on off, which was Siva’s and just happened to be the only thing I was wearing, I pulled at Siva’s belt and could already see his erection starting to rise, I brought my head down and kissed him again as I yanked off his jeans.

“God, slow down woman.”

“Seev, you have a gig in 30 minutes, don’t worry about extra’s, we’ll do that later, gives you something to look forward to when you get home.”

“Haha, sounds good to me.”

I lowered myself onto his cock and instantly got into a steady rhythm,

“Shit, Izzy.”

I kept riding him until I could feel an orgasm starting to rise in me, then I sped up, I wanted us to cum together. I gathered up more and more speed and Siva moaned as our bodies rode together. I felt the orgasm wash over me the moment Siva came and screamed out his name, dropping to his chest, I laid my head there for a few seconds, listening to his heart beat then rolled off him, “Siva you’re gonna have to run, don’t worry, I’ll be waiting.”

Maddy’s POV -

I walked into the house that was full of an eerie silence, I looked up at the half painted wall and laughed, we’d started painting the wall but me and Nath had ended having a stupid argument over which wall we should of painted first, of course I’d argued that we’d already started this wall so we should of carried on with it, however Nathan started arguing with me about painting the wall behind the sofa first so that we could put the sofa back and had somewhere to sit when we were doing the rest of the house, we’d ended up shouting at each other and I walked out in a huff, Nathan running down the street after me, he’d apologized then we just sat there talking through things, it’d been 2 weeks since we’d started and we’d made no attempt to finish.

I placed my bag down on the table in the hallway and put my key in the door, just as I did Nathan appeared from the living room and made me jump, “Jesus Christ Nath, you scared the shit out of me.”

“Sorry, I was in the kitchen when I heard the door shut, how’d it go?”

“What? Oh yeh, it was fine, come sit in the living room?”

“Sure.”

We went into the living room and sat on the table that was in the middle of the room, we’d taken the sofa out to paint, hence the argument.

“Nath I wanna try something, but promise me you wont move?”

“Oh god what is it, you don’t have a spider on you or something?”

“No, nothing like that, just please? Trust me.”

“Fine okay.”

“Close your eyes.”

“Maddy I-“

“Just close your eyes for god sake Nath.”

I waited till his eyes were shut then took a deep breath in, I pushed away all of the bad images in my head and concentrated on my love for Nathan.

“I cant do it.”

Nathan’s eyes flew open and he stared at me with an intensity that made me sad that I couldn’t do it,

I closed my eyes and concentrated on just him,

“Maddy, what is it?”

“Kiss me.”

“What?”

“Kiss me.”

“But Maddy, you-“

“Just Kiss me!”

I felt him bring his head closer to me and had to open my eyes to know that it was him, he was heading towards me lips puckered, before I knew it his lips were locked onto mine and all of my fears and worries were washed away, I closed my eyes again and found myself kissing back, I knew that I had conquered it when he tried to slip his tongue in and I opened my mouth allowing him to do just that.

It took us a month to find a decent house, I’d been seeing a therapist that had helped me start to overcome my fear of sex and being intimate, I couldn’t believe Nathan had stayed with me through all of it, the waking up every hour through the night to check the locks, buying extra locks for the new house when we got it and jumping at every single loud noise.

He’d really helped me pull through some tough things, and I was so grateful, I couldn’t wait to get over my fear of sex, I needed to find another way of rewarding him for helping me so much, but god I had been so afraid of being intimate, the surgery I’d had meant we couldn’t have sex for 2 months, not until I was completely healed, but I was afraid of even being kissed, come to think of it me and Nathan hadn’t kissed for almost 5 weeks now, not even a little peck, It brought back memories of the pain I had felt, but the therapy was starting to work and I couldn’t wait to get back and give Nathan the biggest kiss ever.

————

Nath’s POV -

“We might as well be playing with lightning now, oh oh.”

“That’s a wrap, thanks guys, that was perfect!”

I took the earphones off and placed them around the mic, I patted Max on the back and we made our way out of the recording booth.

We all sat down and waited for the guy to play us the track back.

“Right guys, this is just a basic version of the song, we’ll be making a few edits to it, but it sound’s good.”

He started playing the track back and we listened to it all, it finished and all the boys had a massive grin on their faces, but I just couldn’t muster up the happiness, I was worrying about Maddy. I knew that she was having therapy sessions but I had no idea how they were going, it was so selfish of me but all I could think about was kissing her, I’d even tried a few times and felt so ashamed when she coiled away from me.

“Nath, what you think?”

I looked at Max who was beaming a big grin at me, “well?”

“Yeh, It’s great guys.”

I thought of Maddy coming home to an empty house, there wasn’t even a T.V there yet, I didn’t want her to feel alone, I grabbed my coat and got up, “Guys, I’ve gotta go sorry.” I practically ran out the recording studio and got in a taxi that was waiting outside, I just had to get home before Maddy did.

Maddy’s POV -

I walked into the bedroom and got an instant wave of sickness, tears started to roll down my face without me even thinking about it and I collapsed to the ground, “Nath!”

Nathan ran into the room and pulled me into his arms, “Shit Maddy, I knew I should haven’t have let you come back here.”

“It’s okay Nath, I thought I’d be able to handle it but, I just keep thinking…”

“I know, just come with me, sit in the living room a minute.”

He held out his hand and I took it, he pulled me to my feet and guided me into the living room with an arm around me, I sat down on the sofa and he took a seat next to me, “Maddy, you can’t stay here.”

“I know but…”

“No but’s, it’s not good for you to stay here.”

“Then where will I go?”

“I was thinking of buying my own place now that I have the money, how about we get one together?”

“Oh, no, I couldn’t be a burden on you.”

“Please? You won’t be, I was thinking of asking you to move in with me anyway.”

“Really?”

“Yep, this just makes me want to do it even more, not just because of what happened but because I want to take care of you Maddy, whatever it takes, I want you with me.”

“Are you sure about this?”

“Yes, 1000 percent.”

“Then fine, only because you want it too.”

“I’ll go pack some of your things up, we’ll stay in a hotel for now, you just put your feet up and I’ll call you when it’s done.”

Isabelle’s POV -

I sat here in tears, it had been an hour since Nathan had rung Siva and tried to explain what had happened, Siva said he’d sounded distraught on the phone, which wasn’t a surprise, I couldn’t believe this had happened to Maddy, it shouldn’t have happened to anyone.

Siva came into the bedroom and sat beside me placing an arm around me, he grabbed a tissue from his pocket and started to wipe my eyes, “This is hard for anyone to go through Izzy, Maddy is gonna need you to be stronger than ever for her, you’re gonna find it hard to do but she can’t see a weakness in you, and for those times you find it too hard, I’m here, you know I am, you don’t have to ever be afraid to open up to me Izzy.”

“Thank you, I know, it’s going to be so hard seeing her like this, she’s such a strong person emotionally, she’s never let anything effect her, then again perhaps she hasn’t, perhaps I just didn’t notice, maybe that’s why she drunk so much, shit, I should have been there for her, my god, this is all my fault.”

“Izzy, please, don’t be so ridiculous, you know who’s fault this is, that stupid son of a bitch that did it to her, god if I ever see him I’ll break his legs.”

“You’re not a violent person.”

“Exactly, so this says a lot. Izzy, just please, be strong for her, that’s what she needs, Nath has got me Jay, Tom and Max, but no-one is as close to Maddy as you are.”

“I know, I will, I’ll help her through this. No matter what it takes.”

“Maddy, I don’t think that’s such a good idea.”

“Please Nath, I’m fine honestly, I just need to be at home, where everything is familiar to me.”

“Just please, do me a favour? Stick it out til tomorrow, then I promise i’ll take you home.”

“Fine.”

She crossed her arms and looked upset at me, but I didn’t care, it wasn’t just for my benefit it was for her, she’d lost a lot of blood and she was still weak, I looked up at her face and started to well up again, her bruises within a matter of minutes her bruises had gone from barely visable to a dark bluey/black, surrounding both cheeks.

——-

Beth’s POV

“You fucking bastard!”

“What?”

“you took the last biscuit! I was looking forward to that.”

I stared over at Max who was holding a stack of about 10 biscuit’s in his hands, my favourites, bourbons.

“Maaaaaaaaaaaax?”

“Yes?”

“Give me a biscuit for my tea please?”

“Oh you want a biscuit, sorry, you’ll have to come get one.”

He took the biscuits and held them in the arm furthest away from me and outstretched it, I leant over his lap to grab them but I ended up lying on his legs, he pushed his elbows into my back pinning me into place.

His phone started ringing and he lifted his arms up giving me time to manoeuvre so that I was sitting on his lap normally, I kissed his neck and started to undo his buttons, he smiled then answered the phone, I brought my head up to his ears, “Hellooo?… Oh hey Seev.” I nibbled on his ear lightly and he giggled, I pulled back to stare at his face and saw his face drop in an instant, I stopped what I was doing and tried to make sense of his expression, “Oh shit… no… yeh… I’ll tell her… where is she?… oh right… yeh I suppose that makes sense… Okay then… Yeh see you tomorrow mate.”

He hung up the phone and put it down, “Shit.”

“What is it?”

“It’s Maddy, she’s in the hospital.”

“What?”

“She’s been raped.”

“Fuck.”

“I know.”

“Well, where is she we need to go and see her.”

“Nath’s with her, he doesn’t want anyone there, he’s trying to get her to rest, she’ll be home tomorrow, we can see her then.”

“Holy Shit, I can’t believe this, what the fuck?”

“I don’t know the details, and I think it’s best we never find out, for Maddy’s sake, something like this should be kept private.”

“Yeh totally.”